Butterfly Closures (a type of band-aid for deep cuts and stitches sold in the U.S). Mixed media on paper, ink and graphite. Better Buzz Coffee Roasters, Mission Beach, San Diego. September 22, 2018
The belief that women talk too much is rooted in the understanding that women should be silent. “The talkativeness of women has been gauged in comparison not with men but with silence,” is how well-known feminist Dale Spender explained her reasoning in her book Man Made Language written decades ago. “Women have not been judged on the grounds of whether they talk more than men, but of whether they talk more than silent women.”
Emily Peck
This is another novella.
“Poetry is the spontaneous overflow of powerful feelings: it takes its origin from emotion recollected in tranquility.”
William Wordsworth
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Angel comes from the Greek angelos, the messenger, the sent one.
Who more than the poets can speak about love?
-she said I contain worlds-
after six days his kisses stopped
he who told me all my no’s became yes’s
he who brought the wind
he who said I talked too much
-but could not spell-
and taught me to stay
by being the one who left.
“Never gift a book to someone who doesn’t understand vowels.”
I’m just removing the pebbles I’ve had in my shoes for two months, yes tonight- yes he was sweet, boiling ice. Yes he was heartless.
It’s the light in your eyes I cling on to save me
-or distract me-
my fallacy
the shine of yet another city – and i am the magpie with butterfly wings.
Of eyes i like when they tighten to focus like the lens of a camera
a mind is sometimes a beautiful forest, and layered people
a cosmos
he was my mirror, but you are on the other side of this screen
I have been running for seven years
but i was never more beautiful than the night we first went out – that glow was hope.
Seven years is what it takes for all cells in the body to renew
therefore in November I am, molecularly, a whole different person than the one she knew.
In July the old woman asked me why I was not married.
“God has to send me an an angel.” I replied. “An angel.”
We made fire in August. Consume.
We were southern blood, I was like sea.
To suffer for love is the greatest privilege.
In the morning the sun would wake me up by warming my feet; at one the vendors made their way back from the beach. We passed black bodies picking tomatoes in the fields of Sardinia.
They started pulling the umbrellas from the sand in the clubs in September. The light in the house was always crepuscular, like Tara in Gone With The Wind.
I guess it boils down to a lack of belief, a lack of patience
I am impetuous, and impulsive – female like guerra
if two pieces in a puzzle are too much alike, they don’t lock
I never thought your tattoos could cut me
I followed their path : they taught me the root of the word “seduction”
your eyes stopped seeing me, and it felt like violence.
Poetry is making pain elegant, and writing with broken hands.
Cruelty is not giving the beautiful words you say you have- to someone who lives by them. Mercy is never knowing when the last time comes.
“What we initially fall in love with is what hurts us the most in the end; he dressed really well, he was early, and his hair spelled trouble.”
I ran away to the ease of palmtrees and terracotta tiles (a cop-out)
because you cannot heal where you got sick – and I know you take yourself wherever you go, but 7,000 miles in between help.
They say it’s enough if only one of the two loves
and we know that i’m in love with the feeling,
the person is just an excuse.
it is not you who i missed- but what came with you;
I belong to freedom, and my art.
I steal words from my travels.
I can tell you in real life (IRL) men do not come in the middle of the night to tell you they don’t want to lose you- no matter how pretty or intelligent you are. nothing is fought for any more, and stories end for a nothing, for fear, on cloudy mondays.
Poets are one soul in the end, share one collective heart
the only ones who are not ashamed of being publicly immolated
but on the contrary, they show their wounds to the sun
they never explain them
– and that’s how they heal.
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